Jane Austen by Jane Austen
Author:Jane Austen [Taggart, Andrew]
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9781607108757
Publisher: Thunder Bay Press
CHAPTER 59
âMy dear Lizzy, where can you have been walking to?â was a question which Elizabeth received from Jane as soon as she entered their room, and from all the others when they sat down to table. She had only to say in reply, that they had wandered about, till she was beyond her own knowledge. She coloured as she spoke; but neither that, nor anything else, awakened a suspicion of the truth.
The evening passed quietly, unmarked by anything extraordinary. The acknowledged lovers talked and laughed, the unacknowledged were silent. Darcy was not of a disposition in which happiness overflows in mirth; and Elizabeth, agitated and confused, rather knew that she was happy than felt herself to be so; for, besides the immediate embarrassment, there were other evils before her. She anticipated what would be felt in the family when her situation became known; she was aware that no one liked him but Jane; and even feared that with the others it was a dislike which not all his fortune and consequence might do away.
At night she opened her heart to Jane. Though suspicion was very far from Miss Bennetâs general habits, she was absolutely incredulous here.
âYou are joking, Lizzy. This cannot be!âengaged to Mr. Darcy! No, no, you shall not deceive me. I know it to be impossible.â
âThis is a wretched beginning indeed! My sole dependence was on you; and I am sure nobody else will believe me, if you do not. Yet, indeed, I am in earnest. I speak nothing but the truth. He still loves me, and we are engaged.â
Jane looked at her doubtingly. âOh, Lizzy! it cannot be. I know how much you dislike him.â
âYou know nothing of the matter. That is all to be forgot. Perhaps I did not always love him so well as I do now. But in such cases as these, a good memory is unpardonable. This is the last time I shall ever remember it myself.â
Miss Bennet still looked all amazement. Elizabeth again, and more seriously assured her of its truth.
âGood Heaven! can it be really so! Yet now I must believe you,â cried Jane. âMy dear, dear Lizzy, I wouldâI do congratulate youâbut are you certain? forgive the questionâare you quite certain that you can be happy with him?â
âThere can be no doubt of that. It is settled between us already, that we are to be the happiest couple in the world. But are you pleased, Jane? Shall you like to have such a brother?â
âVery, very much. Nothing could give either Bingley or myself more delight. But we considered it, we talked of it as impossible. And do you really love him quite well enough? Oh, Lizzy! do anything rather than marry without affection. Are you quite sure that you feel what you ought to do?â
âOh, yes! You will only think I feel more than I ought to do, when I tell you all.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âWhy, I must confess that I love him better than I do Bingley. I am afraid you will be angry.
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